February 1, 2007 – 9:47 pm
We got back Tuesday night. We’re back home although it doesn’t quite feel the same b/c my parents aren’t here. I cry every now and then when I think of them or the thought that they’re not at home, but it’s getting better I suppose. At least when I call or talk to them, my throat doesn’t well up nor do the tears.
The flight home solo with the lil miss was HORRIBLE. I swear I am never flying solo with her again. I thought for sure all would be okay since she had her own seat. Yeah NO! When she finally realized my mom wasn’t with us and the plane was moving. She freaked out. She started crying, screaming, howling. ACK! And everytime I tried to miffle the cries by covering her mouth she got LOUDER. I was getting so impatient and embarassed with her. I swear everyone was starting to hate me. She must’ve been tiring herself out b/c she started to fall asleep but then would realize it was me holding her and then would wake and start screaming again and wouldnt want anything to do with me. It lasted a half an hour. Yeah, not that long… but it seemed like FOREVER. She slept for 2 hours thankfully but she didn’t make the last 2.5 hours pleasant either. Like I said, despite her having her own seat, she still wasn’t wanting to stay in it. I tried to pull out all the stops. The laptop for AlphaBaby, the iPod with the videos, her Elmo, candy, and more candy. But she wanted out. And unfortunately there was too much turbulence to allow for anyone to walk the small aisles, unless it was to potty.
I survived though. Mom and Dad are doing well out there as well. I can’t wait to go back out. They finally got all their furniture today and my mom was saying that it looks really good. My dad actually said that it looked nice and if you know my dad, he normally doesn’t say anything about anything.
I see my sister and the kids on Saturday to give her some of the things I brought back. Already checked on my brother and he invited himself over to watch the Super Bowl. Eh don’t bother me none and that’s good for S too. So I’m making piglets in blankies, 7 layer dip, and hot wings from scratch. Should be YUM. Or at least I hope so.
So yeah I’m coping. Thankfully MB shared a lovely lil secret with me to pass the time. It’s not necessarily a good secret per se… it’s addicting. Lol. But it keeps my mind off things and helps to pass the time.
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